Understand where you are coming from...some of the issues I wrestle with is they say(meaning medical field) or at least some do.. That chronic or long time use can contribute to paranoia, psychosis and in some cases schizophrenia in some users...

I have experienced the paranoia, and psychosis to some extent .... But was it from not taking my meds regularly like I should have which resulted in a manic episode or was it from the years of use....who's to know not for sure.... I am now just trying to take a break and find some clarity for a while...and if I ever choose to start again.... I definitely have to weigh out the risk versus the reward. Per say... If that is even a healthy way to look at it.

I definitely had strong beliefs on the reasons I used...but it could have just been a very clouded judgment. .... Anybody else can chime in if they would like