I don't even know what this topic is about exactly. I just feel the need to express my extreme moods to some peeps that can relate.

My life is crazy lately. My wife and I are on the verge of a breakup, but then in the middle of a day of conflict, we had steamy, hot, earth-shaking manic sex!!! Really really good sex. Then a few minutes later we were back to arguing!? WTF?

Also, I have a mistress on the side, and she's playing head games with me,,, all this **** is so intense... But the weird part: I LOVE IT!!! I want to FEEL LIFE FULLY, and holy cow...,I AM!

I feel good.