life IS annoying sometimes.
but again, i don't know your circumstance.
if its business affairs that annoy you - get out of that business. you may think that is easier said than done - but if it's a job that's getting on your nerves - leave it. but if you think you have to stay because of the money - is that money worth your stress and how lousy you feel?
if its family affairs that annoy you - tell them and maybe if they know they can help you. if they know and they don't care - then maybe you have to leave them too.
YOU really are THE ONLY ONE in control of YOUR life. you make decisions every day that continue what is torturing you. don't follow other people's expectations - follow your own.
yes - it is easier said than done - but you are at the point of self-preservation. suppose you're in omaha and you sell insurance - but really you would be a completely different -and a happier - person if you were in L.A. selling surfboards.
get out of the crap that's getting you down - & if no one likes it - to bad. your kids will still love you whether you sell insurance or surfboards.