When I first read this thread, I felt awful, briefly.

I froze. Each time I was sexually assaulted, I froze...I didn't fight.

I'm having a period of not feeling my emotions, and even now talking about this.....a tiny flash of something...then nothing. Anyway....

When I read this, first briefly awful, then briefly hatred of myself for freezing. Maybe it is good that I am not feeling.

I am glad that you talked about it though Teacake, it is another thing I'll need to discuss in T. Maybe I need to spend more time on/with my body..........