I figure it has to do with that, as well as probably the PTSD...but yeah don't meet with my therapist again till next month and its a new one since the one I was seeing is pregnant and had to take a leave so I gotta go over my past and issues all over again because I have had to switch therapists over and over at this place I go to...not because the therapists didn't want to continue but more management issues, being transferred and such.

I won't be seeing my psychatrist till the end of next month and will tell her about how the celexa didn't help my depression....let her know the valium does still help with panic attacks to an extent, and see what her suggestions are as far as giving other depression meds a try if there even is anything left to try in that area...so not really much options to change up my treatment until toward the end of next month.

Still have thought of group therapy or something, but still can't seem to motivate myself to actually find something and try showing up for a meeting.