Scooterb , it's just... I lag one step behind. I'll be made fun of by others. I'm not attractive. I'm awkward. I feel I stick out like a sore thumb. My one sister was like ice n if she diff peak to me it was cutting. My brother in law criticized me but it was in whispers. My other sister supported mec100% but I feel like, I just don't want to expose myself any more. I bump into people, I look weird. People like me should stay inside. I'm exhausted.