I agree(somewhat) with you both.... More with the latter of the two.. I see your point glok, yes in some ways I do wanna use....in other ways I don't ....regardless it is very negative to say that "you doubt that anything a member will say will have a impact" By saying that you don't give much credit to the members or the idea of a support system.... Can it not just be that I was just looking for a little support and a reminder from people like me...that the bad out ways the good... I am in a sense just having some cravings from a old habit...due to the fact that I was a habitual user for a long time in my life. I am here looking for support instead of giving in to cravings I have/had. That in of itself should be a sign that I am trying to change my ways... Better now and more determined.. That smoking in not always the answer...