Dear Piraeus, thank you for your kind words. There is nothing anyone can do, just time will heal. I suffer, yes, but I am better thank God for that and I must keep this in mind.

Actually the only thing I hate is...fear. Anxiety. I am afraid of going around places, I do go naturally, but I am always afraid I'll experience nervousness and anxiety. It is messing my life. I used to love travel and now I am afraid to go traveling. I hope that this med's will help me with this. Specially Abilify. I am hoping for some positive changes if I'll increase it.

Read somewhere that some meds work like this. When you start taking them, they make things worse (PMS etc.), then when you increase, they make it go away, they don't make it even worse.

Hope...this is something we all have. Hope and love and support.

I thank you Piraeus. You hold on there