Hi everyone,

I'm moving to a new country. I'll start a new school there as well. It's very depressing, because I don't know anyone, and English is not my native language! (I'm moving to an English speaking country).
I started thinking about suicide more often, because I don't think anyone would like me, the first day at school is going to be horrible, I think. I couldn't look at anyone, and I'm going to avoid people just like I did in my old school... I hope I won't faint there.

Do you guys have any tips on how to fight this fear? I keep thinking that people are disgusted when they speak to me, because I feel so ugly At least my cousin will be there. She says that boys are pervy in our school, which makes it 10 times worse