I don't know what came over me last night, but I started freaking out. I didn't even feel panicked, just extremely agitated and frustrated. Everything bothered me. The sheets on the bed coming off, my husband trying to cuddle, I couldn't get comfortable, etc. Eventually I went and laid on the couch, and fell a sleep around 2 am.

I woke up this morning still agitated and overwhelmed. I had nightmares that I had my baby and we didn't have anything for it. I let the dog in and she immediately dumped the trash over the kitchen floor, so I had to clean it up. I ended up cleaning the house, and then I went outside to try to deal with bills.

My husband came outside to ask what was wrong, and I told him to get away from me. I wasn't even mad at him. He went inside, and I figured he was mad at me. I went back inside and grabbed the keys to leave, and my husband grabbed me from behind to try to calm me down. That's when I swung, and since I was next to the frog cage/fish tank, I hit that and broke it to pieces. I immediately broke down and started crying hysterically.

This is not like me at all. I don't know why all this anger/frustration is coming out or where it's coming from for that matter. I've thought about it in the past week, but I never actually did. Until today, and that wasn't the only thing I broke. I also hit the window (didn't break that) and a picture frame. Needless to say my hand and arm hurts, but that's nothing compared to my mental state.