> love that term...

thanks. i forgot it was a regional expression. another (that probably isn't so regional) is 'throw a fit' but i guess that isn't so PC to all those with epilepsy out there...

> Alexandra.... I think it would be so hard to communicate with my pdoc via the internet... particularly if not having the opportunity previously. It sure seems like extra stress to an already stressful situation.

yeah. that is the funny thing... he offered to give me a couple of telephone sessions and i kind of turned him down on that. said it would be more helpful to me to email him. i really thought email would be better because it would give me the opportunity to think before speaking and that i might be able to get some stuff said that i have trouble saying in person. he really did seem keener on the phone session idea... but i really wasn't keen on that (he has left me a phone message before and i really cringed over that. didn't SOUND like him). but then i was cringing when i read his email too so i don't know...

turns out this email business is one hell of a lot harder than i had supposed :-(

> Try and be easier on yourself if you can.... k?

thank you. i think... i will try.

(((secretgarden)))