I'm sorry but I am going to disagree with everyone whose suggesting to go back on your pills. My T tried to give me anti-depressants and such but I told her I didnt want them.

All a pill does is create a temporary escape for your struggles. Nothing else. In no other way could it possibly help, it obviously didn't cure you of your disorder, nor did it surpress any relapsing feelings. We are all stronger than these ED's, seriously, you just have to believe it yourself. Pill's can't help or cure you. It escapes your mind from what it doesnt want to think about. Meaning it's postponing it's thoughts for a later time which by then could increase to something more than it was before, then once you think that way, you pop another pill. Cycle starts all over again.

Nothing's changed. The only thing that can help to recover, is you. You alone can overcome it. It's not easy by any means. But it really can be done.