Gruvingal,

I am so very sorry for what you are going through right now, it has got to be one of the hardest things to do. I have a 23 year old son who is a drug addict and I have not seen or spoken to him since he was 16 (very long story). I have to disagree with you on one thing though... being a mother who has lost a teenage daughter, there is no way that I could do it again. I still struggle with her loss and I forever will. I would much rather see my son get help then to have to bury another. Are there any community help organizations close to where you live that can help with the situation?

Honestly, the death of a child is far worse than anything you could ever imagine. Please feel free to talk to me anytime you need to through here or private message. I will be keeping you and your son in my thoughts.