Does anyone here have repressed memories? I have read about blackouts, but I'm missing what seems more like months to years of my childhood. Actually the differences are really confusing because maybe I had a whole bunch of blackouts off and on for years.

My brother became terminally ill when I was 3 and died when I was 7. I have a few spotty memories during those years but I have absolutely no recollection of my brother. To this day I can't look at his pictures I'm so messed up over the whole deal. I also have no memory of my 2 spinal taps.

The most jacked up thing of all is at age 8 a babysitter abused me, and I can remember that like it was yesterday.