Iīm not that old so, I guess I still have plenty of time to know if I am or not, but, is hard looking at my friends being so excited about their relationships, or them being in love, it made me happy, but at the same time make me feel kind of lonely, to me all the stuff related with sex or kissing is disgusting, unnecessary and uncomfortable, I have never been with someone or even kissed someone but i donīt feel like doing it.
I have seen porn an read about it and is not uncomfortable is even interesting but imagine me doing it or being near to do it is just... i canīt /:
Sometimes I feel like I want to have sex, kiss, and all that, to try, to know, but when I start thinking seriously or imagining is... nope
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