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Originally Posted by gruvingal
Every day I grieve about this and have even asked God to take him rather that let him continue to hurt, even at his own hand. I know that must sound terrible, but at least if he was with God I would know where he is and that he is no longer in agony.
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That does not sound terrible, actually. It sounds like a mother desperate for her son to find peace and I totally get it. I know this sounds trite, but try not to be too hard on yourself. There were things my parents / sibling did and did not do that should have thrown me on the same path of self-destruction, but I chose not to take that path.
Addicition is a beast. Your son is at battle. I hope from the bottom of my heart that he will win it. But if he cannot, my hope for you is that your heart will forgive yourself and begin to heal.
