I really won't be on here much anymore, for a few reasons. You can PM if your wondering why.

Anyway... Today I told my cousin about suicidal thoughts. But, not much. I told her I thought about it awhile ago. Thats it. Now, I want to tell I'm depressed everyday,& seriously consider suicide. But, I'm not sure if I should. She was wanted to kill herself before. She's the only person who I trust,& feel comfortable with. The thing is... I'm not seeing her anymore because we went home. I wasn't finished telling her,& she said I could text her the rest, if I wanted.

I'm not sure if I should, though, what do you guys think?

I know a lot of you guys know I'm significantly struggling.