Not a great day... Verbal abuse from the husband before leaving for work. Son may go fishing with dad and maybe even stay all night with my parents, so I'll have to deal with my separation anxiety - and possibly all day and night!! Not looking forward to it. Actually just very tired of the daily struggle of dealing with it all. I know I've not been dealing with things as long as many people here. Our fire was almost 8 months ago. But it's been pretty much 8 months of mental torture daily in one way or another. Just want some peace. Wish I had someone here who understood that I could talk to on days like this instead of struggling with all of it alone.