I isolate. I remind myself that once people get to know me they will regret it so being alone is easier than trying to find people who will like me. I even go to church (my son has invited me the past few Sundays) and it increases my sense of isolation knowing these people have nothing to offer. God may but they don't.

Right now I am watching a television series I never saw. It's on Netflix. I actually look forward to that a bit. I also post on Google+. It makes me feel a little bit better just getting it all out over and over and over again.

Maybe this isn't the success story but it is my life.