So I'm doing all the things I'm supposed to do , I'm taking my medication, I'm trying to be organized and stay positive but I just can't seem to get it right.
I had to ring in sick to work the other day because the Trazodone I'm on had made me so sedated that I felt like I wasn't safe to drive. I'm supposed to be on annual leave and I'm spending my time catching up on my paperwork because it's such an utter mess.
I'm terrified I'm going to get the sack from my job , I'm really struggling to manage my son's ASD and I can't stop crying. I just keep going off into these awful crying jags that don't seem to have any obvious trigger and are really hard to stop.
Really need to hear something hopeful because at the moment I could cheerfully just crawl back into bed and stay there.
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