I am sticking with the wobbly myself...

One of my favorite coping phrases... This too shall pass. Gotta love that one and hold on to it.

I have to say that I do type notes and fax them when I am having a REALLY bad day... just to connect. It seems to get easier with practice. Perhaps you can use that email option even after your doc returns to help facilitate therapeutic progress. Blam...say it. It has potential...I think.

You do have a wonderful humor to you Alexandra...I suppose when in the session you have the whole ball of wax... so to speak.. the voice, the site of him, the furniture, the rug...that we all know so well... It just all fits together. In email or even on the phone it just ain't all there. Something is missing so that other modalities require a shift.

When does your guy get home? How would you feel about emailing him to tell him to give you a call? Or... would you rather wait for real thing. Perhaps it is therapeutic to see him the way you are now... It creates a shift or crack in what you perceive as the reality. Oh I could go on but I am known to think a bit too much. I have a feeling you might relate. c ya.