Oh Anne, I'm so very sorry to hear that.
Yes. You are way too young.
And it hasn't been that long so there's lots of emotions left for you to feel.
Reaching out to people can be very beneficial. Others who have been through it can relate during the times when you feel no one understands. My mom was 38 when my father died. There were four of us kids. I was the youngest at ten years old so I can relate from that perspective.
I will be sending you some positive vibes and wishes that you and your son will be able to move forward when you are both ready.