I think we all have monkey mind. The more you meditate the more you notice how crazy all over the place your mind is. Sometimes you get glimpses into your sub conscience and it is very very busy. It is bizarre to watch. I think these practices give us more influence over our sub conscience which is what counts the most.
Good job skeez in really sticking with this stuff.
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