Hello. I am sorry you find yourself in such a predicament. I am 55 and on disability for over ten years. I have been stable for a few years, then the bottom dropped out from beneath me. During this time of over a decade, I spent over $60,000 during my manic episodes. Now money is very tight. I used to be very good in my profession. Now look at me. I cannot handle stress anymore.

So what I am trying to say is that I think I can understand your situation. That is how I felt before I qualified for disability. Hang in there! You will be in my thoughts.

Sorry for the long unhelpful reply. Your plight sounded too familiar to me. But I do hope things turn around for you.