my.... strength..... sometimes things CAN be too much.... I'm not made of stone!

some people find how to hurt and then they keep doing it ...... you know--- no matter how far one goes, one can't escape their family.... they always find a way to "get in"..... and how they can hurt....

then one goes to get help and the help figures out the tender places and hurts them as well.... is there no one out there that I can be safe with??...

When one goes through their young life never able to defend(in fact it made things worse) then one gives up on defending, learns to isolate--- but that is like an injury all it's own-- it hurts so much to be so alone.

mandy