Hello, Hotice, and welcome to Psych Central! I am not a mental-health professional, but I would certainly say that you have some issues and would benefit from therapy. I am especially concerned about your "kinda hatred" toward women.

I am sorry your parents are the way you are. Perhaps in time you can prove yourself to be an adult, and you will feel comfortable doing what you want to do with your life. You do seem to be rushing things as far as being rich and famous. Of course, most of us become neither one, but we can be happy nonetheless.

You might want to consider taking this test to get an idea if you have any particular issues that stand out and possible diagnoses: http://www.sanityscore.com/.

Again, welcome!