Whenever I try to open my heart to anybody and share me for who I am, my past, my feeling, my dreams, and my goals, I get rejected. I feel like having bipolar is the ultimate **** you. I might at as well be wearing a scarlet "B" on my chest...People don't understand and don't want to understand (they are scared!!!) and I ultimately get hurt which sets back my progress to moving forward and healing. I just really want someone to be my cheerleader and have faith in me...is that too much to ask? As much as I try, and try, I just can't help but lose faith in humanity; that good-hearted people really do exist. I feel so let down.