I recently have just been putting it out there. I am not faking it anymore if it is too much for someone out the door you go. I need people who understand, or at least try too because they truly care. Others, I no longer care what they think it has taken a long time to get to this point and maybe the worse possible depressive state I have been fighting ind as of late. On the good note from it I find it a strange way it is making me stronger a little angry too at peoples BS's.