I am going through a very complicated phase in my life. Its hard to explain the entire story but my situation is making me miserable and ill. I have tried explaining to my family how,I,feel but they don't really seem to understand. I feel helpless and lost. I am a person of faith but my present situation makes me feel like I am being ungreatfull about life. I have gone down the deep dark dungeons of depression and still no one understood. I am 26. With regards to my decision making they treat me like a child and with regards to marriage they point out that I am growing old. Now after so much arguing, fighting and totally flipping out I have agreed to an arranged marriage though I still have my doubts. I love my family but I,feel that they don't really see the person who I am and I am afraid that I will end up being invisible even in marriage. More like people will see in me what they want to,see and not even try to really understand me... I am so overwhelmed. I have tried taking help of friends and family but the sinking feeling won't go away and I feel I am no longer the dynamic person I was a couple of months ago.