Well usually I don't realize anything all that drastic needs done, until I am legitimately feeling like acting on suicidal thoughts. Have gone to the psych ward twice because of that concern....hard to do that though because of course I am anxious about a bad psych ward experience or if 911 is called by me or someone else and cops respond what if they don't handle it right...then again I rationalize if I feel so bad I am contemplating suicide, it can't really get much worse even if crap like that did happen.

Though thus far, neither experience was bad over-all....first time was more unpleasant than the first though, just not a great mental health unit...and bad food, but second one was much better.