i had wished i can forever live in my fantasy world only just recently. I am not sure if the world is still there, but it had given me troubles. For one, my world turned violent. And then for as long as your real body lives in the real world, one day you have to deal with everything in this real world. Sucks right?
With failure comes success. I was told one contrast in life makes the positive situation more enjoyable and apparent. You must care about failing, if not you wouldn't blame yourself so much. If you live in the fantasy world, you will think about failure somewhere along the way too. Because your idea of failure comes from your mind, not really from this world. If you don't care, it doesn't matter where you live. xoxo
take care. For me, it's easy to say, hard to apply
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Bipolar, BPD, ED
increasing med right now: a downhill slope
Seroquel 200mg
Epilim 300mg
Olanzapine 5mg
Amisulpride 50mg (just started trying this)
Clonazepam 1.5mg
Ativan 1mg (PRN)
Zopiclone (Imovane) 10mg
In psychosis and struggling worse with ED
I skip med because I would rather be psychotic than living in the real sucky world
Who can understand?...
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