That's basically it. But the thing is I don't feel like I have different people in my head... Different parts of me maybe. But I don't feel like they 'take over'. Yes I am very forgetful, like extreme I get that, and sometimes I will forget the question I am trying to answer after starting in to what I thought was answering it and have to ask her to repeat it. I know there is one side that really wants help for my baby boys sake, and one side that seems to think I am fine, and then of course little victim me that can't seem to ever find words to speak... But they are all me you see. I don't ever suddenly become 7 and want to play with dolls and color and forget, I don't have people say they know me by something different, I feel like I am me with different sides that everyone seems to have... I guess it's just the forgetfulness I often have but I thought that was just all part of dissociating.

Anyways, I am so confused and she is avoiding answering what she thinks is wrong. But she says we can't start EMDR treatment until all of me learns to trust her, and eventually, if she is a good therapist, all of my parts will integrate as one, and then she will know when I am sitting there and she is talking to me, that she is talkng to the actual me...