First off..sometimes people have premonitions, doesn't mean you are going crazy, it is a gift. Sorry there was trouble. Did it have to do with telling her friend? I wouldn't dwell on it, just go on with your life and what happens, happens! You never know maybe you were meant to meet her, just not marry her. Or maybe she will come back in your life. In the mean time I would just live! Of course this is just my take on it, maybe some one else will have a better idea. I wish you well!