Hi littlejay, I have thought of running away before also. I even saw the news paper head lines.....Women missing unable to be found! Then I would think about just laying on a beach with one of those little drinks with an umbrella in it with not a care in the world. Ya right, not going to happen! You are right we can't get away from ourselves, but I think it is ok to dream once in a while. I know someone here once told me to start looking in the mirror and telling myself I was a good person and I was worth it. I didn't like what I saw but after a while it did help. You are worth it too, just keep telling that to yourself and maybe someday you will believe it! I hope to see ya around and I wish you well!