I would like to think I would go back to being the friendly, outgoing, positive, artistic and interested in doing new things. Instead of laying on the couch like a potato. Also, I might still be married to my ex-husband of 24 if I hadn't really screwed up during a really bad manic episode. I was unable to undo the damage. Those are all big maybes, wishful thinking, but I know I would feel better without waking up and saying 'oh no, not another day"