Jenny,

I am sorry you are going through this. I only let my good friends know a lot about my illness. If I feel bad in front of those who aren't close, I just tell them it's depression...everyone seems to accept that. There are nice ppl who will be ur cheerleader, but it takes a lot of work to both be a friend/ and have a friend when bp is involved. Keep working gently to inform ppl and make sure you are thgeir cheerleader when they need it.
Good luck.