In a lot of pain. In the midst of a gallbladder attack, I think.

And I still haven't found a way to get the darn surgery. Last resort is emergency medicaid.

I had a pretty decent week. Been with old friends, out of town. Saw Maleficent. It is a very good movie. So, up is that I haven't been totally isolated.

Down.. is that I still feel depressed. I can't shake the monkey off my back. And my friend, I'll call her A, hurt my feelings a bit last night. I try to remind myself that depression makes us all speak without thinking sometimes - even her - but the way she worded what she said made me feel as though I was insignificant and not worth being around for. Of course, I realize that's depression logic. It still hurt my feelings, and I'm still not completely recovered from the blow.

Got heartburn bad today. Stomach is doing all kinds of funny things. Struggling with depression and the ED today, and yesterday.

On another up, I think I might be (finally) selling my last text book tomorrow. I need the money.