OMG...I could have written this CalmingOcean.

I feel my T is suspecting DID too, but I don't lose gaps of time or play with dolls like you say or have people say I've done stuff I can't remember. (Although I have no idea who ate that muffin the other day when there are only 2 of us here. If I have another personality, I hope she's not an overeater!)

My memory has been going a little weird lately since all the trauma memories have come up. My dissociating is worse than ever and the headaches are a pain but I don't think I have hidden personalities in me.

I feel like I'm a little different depending on the circumstances and figure everybody is like that to a degree. I have a tough part to me, not a bi-tch but street smart, I have a spiritual side, and intellectual side and so on. But I'm aware when these parts when they are happening.

I wish I had more answers.