I'm feeling this way right now, and have been for several months. At its worst, I was hospitalized for a week (a rather pointless exercise as there was not any therapy to speak of there, and I was more under observation than anything else). I do hope that knowing someone is reading and replying to this lets you know that you're not alone in this feeling. I'm working my way out of this, step - by - excruciating - step...I've started with doing just the simple things that are necessary each day...showering, making the bed, eating...I know that this would all be resolved nearly instantly if I were to have gainful employment, but until that happens, I have to keep going on each day. I wish you well in your struggle towards getting well again. I've been told that this does not last forever, and having "recovered" from this once before, I can truly state that it does not last forever.