Hi AppalachianAxis
What about a back up plan for if you do get to the freaking out stage, and then you won't have to worry (as much!! ) about that bit any more??
So.........a deal??? If you do get to that stage, what about coming back to us and talking about it?? And I for one would be only too happy to be telling you- it's alright, it's not abnormal in any way, there's nothing wrong with it, it doesn't need to change in the slightest who you are...............all that kind of stuff because I believe it!!!
What do you think..........maybe a plan???

Alison