Hello, just read your thread..sorry you feel that way about yourself. Just want you to know that you are place here for a reason. Dont think that your life is not worth living. Realizing who you are and your identity as well as your purpose will help you deal with all the negative thoughts about yourself. Just think of it this way...somebody who may feel the same way is waiting to hear how you dealt with the same issues to get them through. I have a self worth with God and realize that I am created in His image. With this in mind, I believe that we are all here for a divine reason. Keep going...dont quit...find and embrace who you are, especially when you find who you are