I am crying right now. I have been having these crying spells for a while. It hurts. I just spoke to my closest co-workers on what I am going through. Although they were sympathetic, their general attitude was, "you can make yourself snap out of it." I am not on speaking terms with God. What kind of parent hears a child cry and not rush to pick that child up and comfort the child? Why won't God just make it stop?