You're welcome...and I don't think that you should assume you haven't had it as bad as me. It's suffering and it's all relative to your own experience. For me, it's been rough, but no so that I cannot get out of bed and function. It's certainly different than my life was a year ago (when I felt on top of the world)...but I'm glad that you'll try hard to recover. One more phrase of wisdom from a learned old retired therapist friend of mine regarding multiple big problems...

Q: How do you eat an elephant?
A: One bite at at time...

Best to you...