Hi TJ, sounds pretty rough at times but hopefully things are coming together a bit more for you now?? With the group session starting...........but could you ask to be "signed up" for any more, maybe?? With your T being back.............?? With them looking more into assessments/an assessment where you are.............??
And REALLY impressed with some of those break-through's in you pulling back when things have been hard and thinking about your safety. Like asking for an escorted walk because you didn't feel safe (definitely NOT impressed with someone berating you/refusing- but maybe you could talk to someone to have your care plan adapted to allow for this??) AND admitting the tablets plus handing them over!!! REALLY impressive!!!

Alison