Hey all. I don't get a chance to get on here much and even today I really don't have much time. I am almost to the breaking point with all this stress. Financial meltdown, moving, just found out some things about my father that just makes me want to scream. My life is a catastrophy. I don't know how much more I can handle. It seems like college is the easiest thing to deal with in my life. It has actually become a safe haven from the rest of the world. I often just want to get in my truck and just drive west until I can't go any farther and then just become a beach bum. No bills, no family, no anything. Just me and nature.

I am about burned out. I love school, so much in fact that I sometimes come here(when I don't have classes) and come to the library where it is quiet and just calm down. I have to have a get away somewhere. Where better right. I throw myself into my homework and studies because that seems to be an excuse that everyone can handle. They leave me alone so I can concentrate. Of course because of that I am getting terriffic grades. Think it will really do me any good?

Well I must go now I have to go to class. Take care y'all.