My T is leaving and going to a hospital setting. She told me she'd never be the one to end the therapeutic relationship. People always ****en leave!! Why did I believe her? Why did I let myself fall for that?
I cut. I cut worse than I have in a long time. You know what? I don't care. I ****en HATE life! I just want to be done with it!
For those of you who said I was your inspiration, I'm sorry to let you down. But time to learn that's all life is - a bunch of ****en let downs.