Hi justusryans

I'm in the same boat as SideBlinded - I live alone and have friends, but no one I would say I am particularly close to. I do have my sister and her family a few blocks away, but they are moving in 6 days. On days I don't have anything planned I become anxious, panicked.

I do enjoy writing and did join a writing group for a few weeks, but I found it pretty mundane. I do write using pictures and objects to write short stories. I also volunteer at an animal rescue which is rewarding and helps lessen my anxiety. I can also crochet, but that is hit or miss.

I also plan what day I am going to clean my house, what day I am going to pay my bills and balance my checkbook, ...

But there are those days when I lose the energy to do anything - I try not to beat myself up about it.

Is there anything that interests you, a hobby, to fill your time? How about volunteering someplace that interests you? Think of things you want to get done around your place. Is there a room or closet that needs organizing? Do you enjoy cooking or baking? How about learning a new skill?

I hope you find things to fill your time.