Hi Jackie,
definitely, absolutely got to agree with glok's advice on seeing your doctor. Maybe they did have to reduce the Abilify, but it does sound like if not an increase you could do with something else to replace it/compensate for the reduction.
I can see how you probably feel that it was unfair to get kicked out of college for a math class..........under the circumstances. But you remember that does
NOT make you a failure, right??!!
I do admire your determination in trying to make it up at a community college, but with the work piling on just remember that you can only do as much as you can. Just try to pace it while knowing that if it works out great but if not
that's OK too.
The
real achievement is in trying/in giving it a go!!! And it
IS your mental health that comes
first in all of this
whatever happens. Not worth risking by really pressurizing yourself when in the "bigger picture" you
could ultimately be
much happier without the risk/without anything getting into college can bring you/without the college degree. It's
you who matters in all of this.
Still having said that

is there anything that you may be able to do to help you with the work?? Maybe catch up with some other students (?) doing the same work and share some ideas, you may both/all be able to help each other?? Maybe have a word with one of your tutors/lecturers (?), they might have some tips or advise in making the work a little easier for yourself or be able to extend some time scales if you need that?? Maybe make a structure/schedule around studying/assignments that helps
you?? Maybe have a look at if there are any changes in methods of studying- the where, when, how's that might help you?? If you have a college counsellor maybe you could talk to them?? Maybe look a some stress relieving techniques/or
anything like that e.g. music which has worked for you??
Just some thoughts

But you
first, right?? if the depression says "No" to you being able to do something, sure try to push past, but if you can't then it is
NOT your fault, OK?? And the
most important thing is working through that with help, anything else you manage great............but that is the
most important thing.
And if you aren't already doing it please check out the Depression and Self Injury forums here too, there are some
great,
really understanding and insightful people on those too. And every little helps, right??

Alison