Hey I don't think you were stupid, in fact, I think that was good quick thinking... hey dudes I need a cigarette! Usually I just think... I need to get out of here (and look out for anyone in my way!) This is kewl that you have again shown how good a T you have found. Maybe the universe is allowing these things to prove it to you, to help build up that trust? It does seem a bit heavy though, and I'd ask it to back off some.