I don't think you are psychotic. You are definitely manic out the yin-yang!!!
When I'm psychotic, it's scary. I am delusional, erratic bizarre behavior, hallucinations, paranoia, grandiosity, whack out religious ideas... I'm a raving madman. Luckily it is very rare that I go over the edge like that. Now that I'm medicated and have support systems in place, I highly doubt I'll ever be psychotic again, unless I get massively triggered or take a crapload of LSD or something.